tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19183575065347148942024-03-19T05:24:17.486-04:00Into The Ravenous MawThe thoughts of an aspiring writer and editor hoping to break into the marketPatrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.comBlogger590125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-86141506750276666772020-04-22T13:55:00.002-04:002020-04-22T13:55:42.919-04:00Until the Game is Over<div style="line-height: 200%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">Cedric wiped the blood
from his stiletto onto one of the few patches of his ragged cape not already caked
with pixelated gore. He closed his eyes. It would be a couple of turns before the
enemy reinforcements caught up with him.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“I’m still alive, you
know,” said Kyra, huddled in the corner of the small, nondescript room.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“And you have, what, one
point of health left? I’m all out of potions.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“Step away from the door.
I can still eliminate a few of them before she stops beating herself up for making
a bad play and starts the game back up.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">Cedric laughed. “What’s
the point? Even if they eliminate us both, she’s going to reset the game
eventually, and maybe not the next time, but at some point she’s bound to get
us through this chapter alive.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“You know, she’ll win the
game soon,” said Kyra, sighing. “There are only four chapters left. When we
reach the end and get to live out our virtual lives in virtual peace, I don’t
want to have to remember myself dying without a fight a billion more times.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“How do you know you’ll even
make it to the end?” Cedric said. He heard shouting from beyond the short
hallway where his Lord unit had recently fallen, causing the “Game Over” for
the player.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“She always resets when
someone’s eliminated.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“In Easy and Normal
modes, yes. But this is Hard mode. She may not be so willing to reset the game
from now on without Lady Rosa being taken down.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“Do you really think
she’ll quit after this round?” Kyra asked. “Last time, when she waited a month
to start playing on Hard mode, I’d thought maybe, just maybe she’d let us be
without coming back for the final challenge.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">Cedric shrugged his
shoulders. “Look on the bright side, if she goes for round two and you’re lost
during this playthrough, you’ll be revived.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“True.” Kyra shuddered. “Have
you ever talked to Barlo about what it was like, being gone—totally wiped from
existence—until she switched game modes, after his sudden but inevitable betrayal?”</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“Serves Barlo right,
betraying us again and again.” Cedric tried to sound serious, but he couldn’t
help but put up a half-smile. It wasn’t like Barlo could do anything about the
game’s storyline. He had to betray them, every time.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“It’s scary, being slaves
to the game, you know, Cedric?”</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">The duo’s pursuers dashed
into view, unwieldy lances swinging. “We don’t want to kill you,” one said.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“Neither do I,” said Kyra.
She frowned as she gripped her Electricity tome in one hand and forced its
energy out of her other hand twice, reducing the first enemy soldier to three
points of health.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">Cedric drew a dagger and
jabbed it into the weakened man’s chest. He disappeared.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">The first of the surviving
enemies stepped up and thrust his lance where Cedric’s lightly-armored torso
had been just before he’d deftly leapt aside. He stabbed at the soldier in
return a couple of times with his dagger. The other enemies stepped forward,
waiting their turn to face off against the Level 7 Rogue.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“I should level up this
time,” said Kyra. She switched out her Electricity tome for a Blaze tome and
eliminated the wounded Level 15 soldier with a lofted fireball. “Yep.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“What did you get?” asked
Cedric. He switched his dagger out for his stiletto and hurled it at the enemy
two squares away. It appeared back in his hand, virtually bloodied.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">“Just Magic and Skill. I’m
a little disappointed, but I won’t get to keep them anyway.”</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">The Voice of the Game
boomed from on high: “Nope, sorry. But she just turned the game back on, so you
might have a chance at better stat changes. You two appear in the first cut-scene
in 3…2…1…”</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">Kyra and Cedric shook
hands as the world faded to black.</span></span></div>
Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-58946073554737586222020-01-07T15:14:00.000-05:002020-01-07T15:14:40.607-05:00Life UpdateI’m going to be brief right now, but I’ll hopefully give more updates later. Anyway, I’m getting married on February 29. Also, I start my second semester as a student and GTA at West Virginia University next week. I’m in WVU’s MA English program. Life is good. God bless.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-24752018004102967142019-01-13T23:48:00.000-05:002019-01-13T23:48:15.992-05:00It's Been a Long Time, And I Guess I Have a Lot to SaySome days, I don't do much. Some days, I just free-fall down social media, video games, and Netflix. Sure, I might get some audiobook listening tucked in there, and maybe I have an important conversation at some point during the day. But, overall, it's just a bust. Some days, I'm tired, and I don't know how to get out of it.<br />
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More often than not, I have deadlines that I can use to keep me on the right track. I get in some 12+ hour days. I write six or ten-page papers all at once. I slog through four hours of reading in French to stay afloat, at the end of an otherwise-full day. Other days, I crash a little, put in four hours of work and just rest, but it's okay, because I've already gotten forty hours in as of Monday and it's only Friday. The essential work gets done. It's all the extra stuff that gets the shaft. Like blogging. This blog's been rolling over in its coffin for years now.<br />
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Tomorrow I'll be submitting my last grad school application to WVU. I've sent in seven so far, to six different schools: Penn State, Pitt, U of Toronto, OSU, William & Mary, and UPenn. To simplify things, I'll say that I'm applying to programs in English or Comparative Literature. I'd like to study one of three things: American literature from the past two centuries, the literature of the long 19th century in America and/or Britain and/or Northern Europe, or the literature and culture of the medieval period. I'll give more specifics when I find out what I'll be doing come the fall.<br />
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I might get some responses very soon. If I'm accepted into OSU's PhD program in Comparative Studies, I could know this week, based upon response dates of other years. OSU's PhD program in English sent out their acceptances on January 24th last year, so I could hear from them in the next two weeks. There are no guarantees. I have a good application, but I don't have a Master's degree, nor do I speak more than two languages, and even though you can apply for a PhD without those things, they're very helpful to have in order to compete. There's also always the possibility that I could be rejected by a program simply because they don't need any more students with the sorts of research interests that I've expressed. Or maybe they just don't care about my interests in general. I have been a little bit courageous with my personal statements/letters of intent.<br />
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This is looking to be an annoying semester. But on the bright side, there shouldn't be a huge amount of work involved. I'll be tutoring again several hours per week, a job I began last semester, yet that isn't particularly draining most of the time, and sometimes I quite enjoy it. I can generally look on the bright side of life, especially when I'm nice and busy.<br />
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After a few years there of solid progress on my walk with the Lord, I'm starting to stagnate in my faith. Some days, I even doubt a little, though I always overcome those doubts in short order. I believe. It's more than just "who I am," it's everything that I am; it's the truth which binds the universe together. I shall not fear, except to fear the Lord.<br />
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Yet, some days, I am afraid. I'm afraid of what's going to happen when I leave home. I'm afraid of what I'll have to do if I don't get into grad school. I'm afraid of personal, day-to-day failures. I'm afraid of all of these and more. But I shouldn't be. Anxieties hour-to-hour are expected, good for progress, helpful for focus. Fears, on the other hand, rattle the foundation of faith and strength and truth.<br />
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I won't say that I ever feel alone, but I do feel lonely sometimes. I'm 21.5, and I haven't been on a date in over four years. Some of that is me being careful, because I don't want to enter into any relationship that I don't think could last. A lot of it is either God testing me or bad luck. Or maybe it's a combination of both. I haven't always been single from lack of trying.<br />
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I know that the common expectation is that you need to be content with singleness, and I believe that to a certain degree, but I also believe that God made most of us to be a part of a couple, and I know that I want to be one of those people. I know that it's God's will which matters far more than my own, but I still keep up the effort, searching. I'll be honest here: I want to be a professor, but before anything, anything at all, I want to be a father. And I'll take as many children as the Lord will give me. I already have a list of names ready.<br />
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Some days I feel like all of those hours that I spend with my wheels spinning, churning in the mud, could be remedied if I could just be in a loving relationship again. It's so freeing, being able to bear your soul to someone in that way. There's just no parallel outside of infrequent moments of intense connection with the Lord. And I always felt like I was closest to the Lord when I was talking to my ex (the one I dated for more than four days, though less than thirty-two). I want to feel like that again (with someone else, of course).<br />
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Some days, I just feel broken. I know that I shouldn't, and yet I do. Most of the time, I can claw my way into some sense of productivity. I'm doing all right. But I'm living far from my full, God-granted potential. I don't really understand this struggle, but I continue on with it. What else is there to do? More often than not, I absolutely love my life, even if I'm frequently upset with myself because of the extra work I leave undone. Some days are better than others. And I know that every day, God is pouring his abundant love down on me, and He's telling me that it's okay. It's going to be all right. Your sins are forgiven. Your inadequacies are wiped away. Just give Me what you have, son. Not just some days, but every day.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-48312996938679376812018-12-22T19:37:00.001-05:002018-12-22T19:37:17.099-05:00As Tar and SootIt's been a while. Yeah. College got pretty busy, and the blog was one of the first things to go this time around, unfortunately. I'm back today with one last link from my Planetside Literary project. Here is my sci-fi flash fic <a href="https://sites.google.com/site/planetsideliterary/fiction/as-tar-and-soot" target="_blank">"As Tar and Soot."</a> I'll hopefully have some new content for this blog in the near future. Maybe. We'll see.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-47247011124878403792018-09-11T20:43:00.000-04:002018-09-11T20:43:09.266-04:00Starting Locations For Sci-Fi NovelsToday, I'll be leading you toward <a href="https://sites.google.com/site/planetsideliterary/map" target="_blank">a Google Maps essay</a> that I made for Digital Magazine Production last semester (you should be seeing a pattern in my posts of the last few months, haha). It takes you around the globe for small blurbs on various science fiction novels from the past two hundred years or so.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-46975817360791926952018-08-17T18:26:00.000-04:002018-08-17T18:26:04.195-04:00A Meditation On the Night Sky<a href="https://sites.google.com/site/planetsideliterary/essay" target="_blank">"A Meditation On the Night Sky"</a> is a creative nonfiction essay that I wrote this winter for my Digital Magazine Production class.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-46629053008967535342018-06-29T12:33:00.002-04:002018-06-29T12:33:34.273-04:00Around the Galaxy in 450 Sol DaysToday I'm direct-linking to my story "Around the Galaxy in 450 Sol Days" from my <i>Planetside Literary</i> solo magazine project of the last semester. You can listen to me reading the story <a href="https://drive.google.com/file/d/1pwNwxIVlYWvOSHgBvRwuCZY1MDP5NHVz/view?usp=sharing" target="_blank">here</a>. You can read the text <a href="https://sites.google.com/site/planetsideliterary/fiction/around-the-galaxy-in-450-sol-days" target="_blank">here</a>.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-2625670840246806102018-06-07T18:57:00.001-04:002018-06-07T18:57:20.976-04:00Jade<div style="line-height: normal; margin: 0px;">
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<span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">to dreaming</span></span></div>
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<span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">glinting from jade.</span></span></div>
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<span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Depth is</span></span></div>
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<span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">repressed,</span></span></div>
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<span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">from atop thin blades</span></span></div>
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<span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">and wonder,</span></span><br />
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<span style="margin: 0px;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">leaving life</span></span></div>
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Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-3590198463388919462018-05-07T16:17:00.002-04:002018-05-07T16:17:50.076-04:00Until Dawn[Note: This story was originally an entry in the 66th round of the weekly Microcosms flash fiction contest. It was written based upon these three prompts: Jazz singer, Steve Jobs' garage, Tragedy. This is one of my odder stories structurally, but I've been fond of it since its penning a little over a year ago.]<br />
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<span style="line-height: 200%; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="margin: 0px;"> </span>Duke
hadn’t known that he was in Steve Job’s garage until long after he’d died. Or
perhaps it’d been just a few minutes following. It didn’t matter much to a
ghost, even if he did come out to haunt from time to time, crooning in his
fetid bass.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="margin: 0px;"> </span>Whiskey
Sunshines until dawn had always felt classy to Duke, even as they slipped down
his throat. He’d liked to think they loosened his vibrato. It’d always helped
him with the blues, that much was for sure.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="margin: 0px;"> </span>Jobs
was dead, of course, years before Duke had broken into the genius’ garage. He
talked to him sometimes. Jobs was a pleasant ghost, if a bit uneducated.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="margin: 0px;"> </span>There
hadn’t been a moment’s hesitation. The girl had shot him, and he had crumpled
to the ground: clutching, then dying.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="margin: 0px;"> </span>Dying
is like alcohol. It makes you feel loose, but you always regret it the next
day, even if you don’t.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="margin: 0px;"> </span>Duke
remembered the look in her eyes. She’d hit a note and belted: cawing, then
noticing it was dearly, horribly wrong. Duke spoke with her ghost too, from
time to time.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%; margin: 0px;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="margin: 0px;"> </span>She
always began with an apology and ended with a drink.</span></span></span></div>
Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-37268644074971646932018-04-29T20:48:00.000-04:002018-04-29T20:48:26.734-04:00Planetside LiteraryFirst, I will point out that I finally updated my Blogger photo. Yes, I know that Blogger crunched it and it's blurry, but I kind of like it like that, so it'll stay that way for at least a little while, haha. I was a senior in high school when my old photo was taken, and I just finished my junior year of undergrad the day before this photo was taken (which also happens to be today!).<br />
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It's probably a questionable decision to release so much of my unpublished work at once, through the link which will be following soon, but I feel good about it. I'm willing to give up on the chance of publishing these pieces elsewhere in order to have some excellent content on here.<br />
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Without further ado, I present to you my solo magazine that I created for my Digital Magazine Production class this semester: <a href="https://sites.google.com/site/planetsideliterary/" target="_blank"><i>Planetside Literary</i></a>. The only previously-published written content in the "magazine" is my story "The Last Photo of Humanity," which can be read a few different places on the web, both in its original contest entry form and in its revised Digital Portfolio form.<br />
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Since I don't expect anyone to read everything I've published here all at once, I'll be suggesting certain pieces to read every once in a while over the next month or two. The first piece up is my sci-fi flash fiction piece <a href="https://sites.google.com/site/planetsideliterary/fiction/as-tar-and-soot" target="_blank">"As Tar and Soot."</a> I don't know that this story ever found its full potential, but it's one of my personal favorites, and I'd love to know what y'all think about it. And by "y'all," of course, I mean the two or so people who currently read my blog, haha. Anyway, peace out, good friends. More suggestions from my web magazine to come. (Though you can read ahead if you really want to.)Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-55176704475800738432018-04-16T13:00:00.003-04:002018-04-16T13:00:45.627-04:00The Cultivation of Relationships<a href="https://www.theodysseyonline.com/cultivation-relationships">Here's an article </a>I wrote the last week of 2017 about building better relationships with people.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-49003423456723772562018-01-12T20:55:00.001-05:002018-01-12T20:55:47.059-05:00Not a Herald, Just a Boy[Note: It's been quite a while since I last posted a story here, so I've decided to let this one slip from the slush-pile parade, to reside here forever.]<br />
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> My
comforter suddenly felt very heavy at my feet. I turned over. By the age of
eighty you have gotten used to such nighttime oddities.</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> A
chill sprung up on the back of my neck. I tugged my blanket up over it. The
cold came again, penetrating straight to the bone. My body went rigid.</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> “Wake
up, and face your end.” It was a young voice, but gurgled, as if spoken through
a mouthful of water.</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> I
burrowed into my pillow. Nighttime oddities.</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> “Don’t
be afraid,” said the voice. I felt a hand on my back. It was warm, in stark
contrast to the frigid breath pouring down on me.</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> I
reached up for my spectacles. The moon let a thin pool of light in through my
window, just enough to see the silhouette. Despite the darkness, the form
owning that awful voice was distinct. Its cloak was black, so black it glowed. Its
face was chalky. And familiar.</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> The
Grim Reaper smiled. He held no weapon, so far as I could see. But his sea-green
eyes sent terror into my heart. “Hello, Grandpa.”</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> “Thomas.”
I shut my eyes and begged for this dream to end.</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> “Put
your hand on my chest. Don’t worry, it won’t hurt you. I just want you to feel
something.”</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> His
breathing did not cease. I placed my shaking hand out to touch his ribs. Then
the bone fell away. My hand went damp.</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> “I
was so excited to finally go fishing with you grandpa. My parents were worried
at first. What made this time different, that you finally gave in to my
pleading? They were only a little surprised when they received the news that I
had drowned. An accident, of course.”</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> “Wake
up. Wake up now,” I muttered.</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> “I
gave you a year grandpa. To atone. To feel a single shred of guilt.” I felt his
hand on my chest.</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> “You
are the Reaper, Thomas? Herald of the Dead?”</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> “I
am your Reaper, grandpa. Not a herald, just a boy.”</span></span><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 200%;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"> My
chest softened. I fought to breath. But it did no good. My lungs were sandbags
full of the water.</span></span></div>
Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-48868340274214136042017-12-20T12:17:00.003-05:002017-12-20T12:17:25.712-05:00Undergraduate Major BlindnessUltimately, we can only speak for what we ourselves have studied (and, though I didn't mention this in <a href="https://www.theodysseyonline.com/undergrad-major-blindness">the article</a>, even within a major, we may not know how certain choices within the major affect the situation).Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-89418520058289254812017-11-28T23:07:00.000-05:002017-11-28T23:07:08.286-05:00Learning A Foreign Language For Reading LiteratureBonus note: Poetry with a rhyming scheme is best read in its original language. For reasons that should be pretty self-evident. <a href="https://www.theodysseyonline.com/learning-foreign-language-reading-literature">Here's the post.</a>Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-84049521600793727442017-10-27T23:20:00.000-04:002017-10-27T23:20:05.293-04:00O Come All You Faithful<div style="text-align: center;">
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Description: Just vocals for this classic Christmas hymn. Sorry the camera was facing away from me; I wanted to record immediately, and I was in my pajamas. For stylistic choices, I was inspired by the sound of the cello and the violin.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-82240812188827929502017-10-17T22:57:00.000-04:002017-10-17T22:57:00.793-04:00Playing With PortfoliosI wrote <a href="https://www.theodysseyonline.com/playing-with-portfolios">this article</a> almost a month ago. I still haven't done any of the things I said I'd probably do. Well then.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-8954720407682220322017-09-29T18:08:00.000-04:002017-09-29T18:08:00.229-04:00Reasons to ProcrastinateThere are <a href="https://www.theodysseyonline.com/gamblers-view-twelve-reasons-work-minute">twelve of them</a>, and I'm only sort of kidding.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-90687010435129834712017-09-16T14:21:00.000-04:002017-09-16T14:21:08.161-04:00Say You Won't Let Go Cover<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/usVLea5YMTc" width="560"></iframe><br />
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Description: This is a pretty straightforward cover of "Say You Won't Let Go" by James Arthur, in the key of C, with uke.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-51726415551650248042017-09-06T16:43:00.001-04:002017-09-06T16:43:30.274-04:00All of Me Cover<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/Ug8F3COcutU" width="560"></iframe><br />
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Description: <span style="color: #111111;">Just a simple cover: electric guitar and vocals. I'm singing a little higher than might've been best, but I got a pretty good take.</span>Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-20475484161228976822017-08-29T19:25:00.000-04:002017-08-29T19:25:33.691-04:00With or Without You Cover<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/h7K4Qn3amLA" width="560"></iframe>
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Description: The first half is pretty straightforward, but I got into some more texture and ad-lib in the second half. I used uke for accompaniment this time around. Sorry for the low video quality. I forgot to switch to 1080 (which I guess is still pretty mediocre in 2017, but I don't profess to being a "real" YouTube cover artist anyway). Cheers!Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-17344824621514135902017-08-24T22:53:00.002-04:002017-08-24T22:53:58.366-04:00Attention to College Students: How to Keep Track of Your College GradesI'm not sure if anyone currently in college will stop by for this one, but I hope someone will. Anyway, <a href="https://www.theodysseyonline.com/keeping-track-college-grades">here's my recent article</a> about how I keep track of my grades in college.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-12654347569691825922017-08-17T13:28:00.001-04:002017-08-17T13:28:10.073-04:00You Can Uke TooIn <a href="https://www.theodysseyonline.com/you-can-uke-too">this article</a>, I discuss the ukulele as a hobby instrument.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-91895429380072086812017-08-14T21:38:00.003-04:002017-08-14T21:38:55.129-04:00The Corruption Of Andreia And Thumos In CharlottesvilleIn <a href="https://www.theodysseyonline.com/corruption-andreia-thumos-charlottesville">this article</a> for The Odyssey Online, I examine the tragedy in Charlottesville this Saturday through the lens of some Greek philosophy. May the fallen rest in peace. May the wounded heal rightly.<br />
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(Note: I don't wish for my article to serve in any way as a piece trying to profit from tragedy. I will simply moved to say something, and I hope that what I wrote was worth the writing.)Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-18828033866287870262017-08-11T18:16:00.001-04:002017-08-11T18:16:32.632-04:00Cover of "Riptide" by Vance JoyFor whatever reason, I haven't mentioned my music very much on this blog. So I figure I'll link over to my latest cover on YouTube. As you can see from the title to this post, that cover is the classic "Riptide" by Vance Joy. It's a little strange (at least at the end), but I like it. <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mx2IkpNKsiU">Here you are.</a>Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1918357506534714894.post-31480143317738223842017-08-01T22:59:00.000-04:002017-08-01T22:59:11.132-04:00Articles Relating to Finances and Christianity, RespectivelyThis week I'm linking to two very different articles from The Odyssey Online. The first is my article for the week, titled <a href="https://www.theodysseyonline.com/track-cash-flow">"How I Track My Cash Flow."</a> It's about my methods for keeping up with my personal finances in a full, easy way. The second is an article by another student at UPJ, Becca LaBar, that has a really long title. Ha. But it's a really good article that's sort of about the relationship between materialism and Christianity. Even if you aren't a Christian, I think it can still be a good read, especially from a humanist standpoint. Read that one <a href="https://www.theodysseyonline.com/would-never-buy-that-for-myself-the-seven-words-that-changed-how-live-life">here</a>.Patrick Stahlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09690555802232025818noreply@blogger.com4